It's funny how girls can be so nice to one another and when you leave the room, they bitch like crazy. I mean no pin pointing towards anyone but it drives me nuts to see people do that. It then makes me paranoid and think like, what if my own friends do that to me as well.
There are times when people can seriously get on your nerves and you wanna let it out to someone, that's fine. However, if you're doing that on a regular basis then maybe the problem is you not them. I really can't tell if it's dislike or jealousy. That's not the point, however.
I think maybe it's the new environment I'm in that has got me so overwhelmed. Maybe people are just used to speaking this way about one another. I mean, I haven't been a victim or what not but as part of the "audience" to see such things happening, it really doesn't leave a pleasant impression and honestly, it gets me kind of uptight about trust issues.
I know I'm boring you guys with my iphone pics but I haven't been bringing my camera out. Or rather, I haven't been out at all. My whole life is currently divided into three proportions. Firstly, there's eating. Eating good food or home cooked ones. Life seems so fulfilling with so much good food!!! Secondly, School duh. Thirdly, I've been exercising everyday. I think my body needs a bit of amendments from all the partying and shit I did last year. Honestly, I do miss my partying days because those days were so carefree with nothing to worry about with the bestest people. Oh well... Mom says if I ace 2 years of my studies here, Singapore here I come!!
